Today is the first day that I feel somewhat normal. My head is still a bit stuffy and my body is a lot achy, but overall, I feel much better than I did. At least, I did feel better until I started looking around and taking stock of how far behind I am. I discovered writing projects that are overdue, a house that looks like it has been hit by a hurricane, an overflowing laundry basket and Christmas decorations that are ready to be stored. Just a quick look around had me searching for a place to sit down and rest. I was overwhelmed by the tasks awaiting me.
Deciding to pace myself, I determined to tackle the laundry and the putting away of Christmas presents. Sadly, all of our gifts sat in bags on the dining room table where they had been since we brought them home Christmas day. As I went through the bags this morning, I was amazed at how many gifts I had forgotten about. I heard myself making comments like, "Oh yeah, I forgot about that sweater." and "I didn't realize he got a knife set." I guess I had felt worse than I realized because I had forgotten about one third of my gifts. In that respect, this morning was almost like Christmas morning all over again. For the first time, I really got to open and examine my gifts.
As I look back at the re-opening of my gifts, I am reminded of one of my favorite Bible passages, Lamentations 3:22-23: It is of the Lord's mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness. When it comes to the Lord's goodness, love and mercy, every day is like Christmas morning. We awake from our slumber and are privileged to unwrap God's gift of another day. A day filled with His grace. A day filled with His peace. A day filled with His unending love. His ongoing gift to us. And to be honest, some days I see that mercy, love and grace in all new ways. I find the same awe as I did looking back through my gifts this morning. "Oh yeah, I had forgotten about that." And yet, God is faithful to give me another day of blessings, another gift of life.
Because of sickness, I may have missed out on this year's Christmas celebrations, but nothing can hinder me from experiencing that "Christmas morning" feeling all year long. Yes, great is God's faithfulness!
(I hope you don't mind that I pulled this post out from last year. Fortunately, Jason and I were both healthy this Christmas, and this post was a powerful reminder to me of how much I have for which to be thankful.)